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]]> Buzznet hostilexxhabits 2008-06-25T12:01:55Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--thumb-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--synd-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--mob-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--gallery-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--large-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/sadd--feat-prf-1214420515.jpg http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/hostilexxhabits/default/prf-1214420515.jpg 1 0 1 http://hostilexxhabits.buzznet.com/user/journal/2527311/oneheartless/

I need a quiet place to think

Where sorrow melts, loss will shrink

Through the grass and in the field

Trouble stops or at least will yield

Where the wind blows me away

From the life of slow decay

Here I'll sit in the grass

Soft and warm; slow and fast

In the meadows of our spring

What more happiness can it bring

Sun will shine on my skin

Warms me from the outside in

Stand with me in the rain

Lose your worries, forget your pain

Take a stroll in my path

Free yourself from lovers' wrath

Where clouds are blue, skies are gray

Love can last, I will say

Shall I rest my feet in sand

Or take a stroll through the land?

But here our secrets all diminish

As our lives take a finish

But do not cry for me my dear

For I have found a place right here

A quiet place for me to think

Sorrow melts and troubles shrink

Here I take my final bow

I close my eyes, sleep is now]]> Buzznet hostilexxhabits 2008-06-16T12:38:00Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-thumb.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-synd.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-mob.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-gallery.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-large.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-feat.gif 0 0 0 http://hostilexxhabits.buzznet.com/user/journal/2518401/something-those-you-whove-ever/ well here it goes..

I can't play with a heavy heart
I can't play when we are world's apart
I cannot run without you by my side
I can't lie when you've got none to hide
There's a stone sitting on my chest
I can't breath I cannot rest
Don't start me on dreams-I've none at best
Please don't try to understand
Just sit here and hold my hand
That's enough to keep me smiling
Little do you know all the whiling
I'm a lying whore deceiving and trying
My best to hide the hell I've seen
And block you from the shit I've been
But would you like me all the same
If you knew of what I've became
That I'm the one all to blame?
I can't breath with fire on my lips
I can't hold you close enough in my grips
Because I need you by my side
Deep inside you I love to hide
So hold me close and erase my sorrows
And we'll make it through all that follows
I won't come clean, not right now
But I'll make it better this I vow
Because you wouldn't like me if you knew
All the dirt that I drew
All the things I can't make through
You wouldn't like me all the same
If you knew what I did for fame
Of all the things I've brought to shame
That I am the one all to blame]]> Buzznet hostilexxhabits 2008-06-14T18:00:00Z http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-thumb.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-synd.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-mob.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-gallery.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-large.gif http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/icons/journal-feat.gif 0 0 0